I feel bad of myself, thinking myself that i should realize i'm stupid as myself been involved to various problems, depression and factors that i should apologize... i just feel that everything did go trough the floor, that i am banned from there like 2 times and perma banned from Doomworld as what i've done.... now as i tried to gain a new apologize to MiFU but he feels angry as i've decided to refuse to go at the tourneys in those conditions... probably now everyone is against me so yeah, i'm upset.
I shall feel boring and yeah... i decide to cut this shit leading my problems IRL or Internet, no one can help me, no one can save MetalGuy.
As this is not a drama service, i feel sorry for now but the problems are been always on my life trough my heart.... i shall apologize but there's no more chances.
