Well... Originally I didn't really want to be involved in something like this, especially since my involvement in this whole thing that has happened wasn't really that big, but I was there I guess, I committed the crime of voicing my opinion so I'll just go through it.
The first thing I want to address, because you keep coming back to it, is the whole "nobody talks to me" bit. You have been the exact same for years, people have criticized you for the same things for years, and you have not changed at all. You leave when things don't go your way, you are very irrational, hold grudges and put on a
false happy face for the people. To talk to you would mean that we would still want you around, in hopes that you would change. In fact, we DID try to talk to you, many many many times, but all we ended up with was our attempts at reform becoming a running joke among the staff. Therefore at this point to talk to you would be entirely defeatist to the cause of getting actual true staff reform. I mean,
this is your entire attitude. You are incompetent, knowingly stir the pot, and
have to have people do things for you.
I like how this small group of people who mean fuck all, decide what's good for staff.
So in your view, a developer and other prominent members of the community "mean fuck all" just because they voiced concerns to someone. It's good to know that our contributions are valued I guess, unless we happen to disagree with you, that of course makes us about as useful as a broken fan,
and in fact to you makes us comparable to Kilgore for some incomprehensible reason.
But anyway, after the attempts to talk to you fell on deaf ears, this "small group of people who mean fuck all" (not actually that small as RustK1ng wisely pointed out) we decided to talk to the people who actually host and develop zandronum, and they decided to listen us, instead of shooting down our complaints as "just some guy complaining about his banned friend who creates a staff reform thread in return". I'm sorry if you feel that the ones directly responsible for the existence of zandronum shouldn't be contacted for any reason and that you are able to handle everything and we shouldn't have dared to contact them, but well, what can I say, shit happens?
I'll bite. Cause you know what? I just don't care anymore. It's people like you who make it not even worth it anymore.
If you don't care anymore, then please I'm curious tell me the next part of your grandiose plan,
continuing to make backhanded comments at the ones you deem responsible for getting you to step down just so you can take your revenge or some other outlandish plan like that? Because you know, not that I like constantly bringing up the same thing, but there was a certain person who was warned for "making backhanded comments at the staff", and now look at who is doing it...
You may not like me, or Dusk, or
RustK1ng, or who knows how many other people that dared stand in your way. This however is as far as I'm concerned no justification to all the attacks you are doing.
May I ask what level of psychology you're taking?
Sorry if we took the liberty of judging you. I forgot you were the only one authorized to insult people (behind their backs even) and comparing them to kilgore for reasons that have nothing to do with what happened. Seriously, why don't you spare yourself further embarassment and step out of this thread?
You ignored a majority of the points made by Dusk's post, and in reality, this is all you do. You selectively pick and choose things to get mad over, even out of context. Try actually addressing the points next time you argue with someone instead of picking out the most subjective things. This quote of yours, "You didn't fix it, because now it's worse than it was."
The moment you leave staff, in your mind, apparently it began to suck. If you think there is a problem with "tattling" then something is wrong. And there were MANY things going wrong, but there is so much we could pick from that I'm not even sure where to start.
Nonetheless, I think this should suffice:
http://pastebin.com/nGRqS2vq . No matter what you say here, the logs and the posts show you are pissed, and this thread proves you are being spiteful and vengeful. But let's go to crazy-hou-lou-mou land for a second and assume you are not pissed. Remember the "
Let's Talk" thread? Where you said you'd step down if asked? So why aren't you just going quietly instead of raising a ruckus? If you were in a calm and collected mood when you resigned, none of this should be happening. The fact that it is happening is pure drama, instigated by you.
Not entirely unlike something that had been seen before either.
Again, evidence was provided to demonstrate that your track record of administratorship is full of holes. Any time something actually comes up, you falter, and the logs show it. There are better people for this job, and I look forward to supporting infurnus in these new times. For those saying this is a witch hunt, you are quite wrong, it is a truth hunt, and truths are presented. Look at who is the first post, look who is insulting people, look at who is being aggressive. I think the best way to end this drama /you/ started would be by repeating something you made a while ago, probably the only good thing you've ever done
<Metal> Do you what you want
<Metal> I dunno
<Metal> I'm done with this
* Metal has quit ()
As for me, I'm just gonna echo what Razgriz, Dusk and others have said: Good riddance.
Samurai wrote:Sorry but give me the staff here compared to the shit we endured in Zdeamon any day.
Just because something is better than something else, doesn't mean it is perfect. I think there's room for improvement, and that's what we tried to do here, nothing more, nothing less. In light of this I don't think the attacks Dusk received were warranted, especially since all he did was explain the truth to the community.
Now... I certainly wouldn't be surprised if the stuff I said was taken out of context, if I was called a crybaby and a traitor, and if I was insulted somewhere outside of this thread. But I would like to say that everything I've done for zandronum, I've done it for its good. I was a mod for some time, and when metal was in charge many times on altdeath and IRC I stood up for her, defending her actions even when I advised she shouldn't do it, and most of the time even against my better judgement. I could be called a "staff hater", but in reality, it's mostly Metal I have a problem with, and for example to this day I still say to people that I think Cyber didn't do that bad of a job back when he was the admin, and there were a lot of people on staff that I am glad I have worked with (not sure if the same goes for them). And as I already said, I look forward to what infurnus and the other two admins are going to do in their respective fields, and have faith in them. But I just think that after years of the same arguments, same drama and same problems always occurring, it's about time I said what I really think. Now if I should be crucified for that, that's up to the community to decide. I think for once, change can finally happen. Change for the better. But regardless of that... Zandronum still goes on. The forums are still there, the IRC is still there, the master server is still there. This certainly isn't the end.
EDIT: fixed some broken links and removed some unnecessary ones, I apologize.